life's funny that way
life alway seems to give you just what you need. it's funny that way.
i am passionate about knitting. i work my real job, but would love to someday own my own knitting shop. three years ago i decided that i might never do that full time, but i did want to try something.
i hooked up with the paint-your-own-ceramics shop in town and i teach knitting there one night a week and i sell yarn there.
business has been good, really good for a part time. probably really quarter time. i love it and it fills a need for me.
for awhile lately things have been slow. i started thinking things like: is this it, is it over, is it time to move on? really just lots of doubt.
i've had two restless and sleepless nights this week. these thoughts just "heavy" on me. i came home from work today, knowing that tonight was my night to do my knitting thing, and feeling the stress of these thoughts, i took a nap.
i even felt "down" on my way over there tonight.
life always gives you what you need.
i had great and fun people there tonight, that needed my help to knit.
i had a few orders and some sales off the shelves.
i left feeling good.
and feeling bad, at myself for not relaxing, letting go, and doubting.
life's funny that way!
